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death is calling upon me

i know words dont rly fix nothin but try to stay strong fam u a dope person fr

I sometimes don’t find joy in things

I feel a lot of life is very mundane

i am delivert

I have a lot on my mind. Uni is finished which I wasn't even happy about it. I was more so, relieved.

Main issue is loneliness. I'm not going explain my entire situation, because it's humiliating. But damn.. It's tough going through this.

Met some cool people in the mental health ward

@Thread

everytime i accidentally skip my medication it is hell

Lowest rated day on my personal tracker today. Hoping tomorrow is better.

I hope you all have a wonderful day, week, etc. Sending you love if you need it. It will get better

Winter is the worst thing ever

i want to live a simple and peaceful life

I am back in the mental health thread current lee

I have just been lonely.

My partner is so depressed and caught in feeling hopeless.

It’s really hard, and it feels like it begun after we moved in together.

I have been dealing with mental illness/sadness my whole life and I feel I am finally getting better.
It sounds selfish but my partner falling into this as I am getting better is really hard.
And where I suffer more in silence, my partner takes up allot of space and energy.

I just came home from the gym after feeling blue in the morning, but getting to the gym got me out of it.
Came home happy and my partner breaks into tears about their life, and it just punches the air out of me.

This is so hard

i keep have nightmares about being admitted to a mental hospital thank god everytime i have that nightmare i wake up and my girl is next to me

sick to my stomach with anxiety
mentally exhausted beyond redemption
physically fatigued to the limit

It's been really tough to find motivation to do things. I'm not finding joy in what I once have and it's a bit scary at times. I've isolated myself from friends and at times family. I miss feeling like things were okay.

Reminder to not be so hard on myself and encouraging the rest of you to do the same. Wishing you all a great week and hope you find the strength to continue pushing forward. Even if it's a "little", it goes a long way. It'll get better.

loneliness will kill me