Depression setting in

This time theres a good reason

Capitalism doesnt work without a lower class and homeless population

I hate life

Its ok this phase will pass

Took 300mg seroquel didnt feel anything smh

feeling genuinely traumatized by everything thats been happening in the last few years, both in my personal life and in the country.

from being abandoned by friends, to going thru homelessness in and out of shelters, getting racially profiled and abused, multiple threats on my life, trump presidency being a threat to anyone black and brown.... bruh. i guess it's a miracle i'm still here. but the grief is f***ing deep.

Theres this illusion of civility people ascribe to modernity but humans are still as scummy as weve ever been

we're animals at the end of the day. all of our advancements haven't changed that.

Bro gave me a sharp ass pocket knife for christmas like dude im bipolar the last thing i need is something i can harm myself with

Relief ❤️

My high school therapist used to bring a knife in with him to get kids to whittle sticks. Its actually quite relaxing

I can see that yea its jus a trigger for me

Had a dream i was in the psych ward not a good sign

Woke up having a panic attack

Life kicking my ass rn

My cousin, who was one of my main support systems, recently moved to New Mexico so it's been quite an adjustment these last few weeks.

I feel more alone than ever now.

I feel so misunderstood by my partner when my mental health is not good and I need support

every time i think about signing up for these dating apps i remember i have no flattering pictures of myself lol

starting zoloft today, I’m very happy to start this journey

Why don't you take some broski?

And finally getting into weekly therapy sessions after the long ol holidays

I think about her dnehdnhsnstill

learn to not think

life is not fair