brine

that the tall queen from venezuela or something?

LOL i hope some b**** is breaking her heart rn as we speak

in the masters chambers we gathered a feast

Where’s that 1 póster

you liked my syren de mer post in literally 0.5 seconds, you've got a long way to go dawg

no harm in just a simple like for the goat

Sending this to her btw

LOL SHE DONT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME RN BRUB

its mid

how often do u text her

Okay this is a super long one but I think it's worth reading.

Took like 6 grams of some of the most powerful shrooms I'd ever bought the afternoon before my first day of college, had only ever done shrooms like, 2 or 3 other times and NEVER a dose like that for reference.

Was sitting in my dormmates room, one of them wanted some, so I gave him a few grams. We all watched something on the TV for the come up, and I came up FAST. Walls were already starting to pour like honey within like, 30 minutes tops. I was pretty hyped because I wanted a crazy experience.

Then my dormmate said he wanted to go for a drive and asked if I wanted to come. I said no f***in way and told him he shouldn't do it, but I was in no position to stop him. He left, so it was just me and my other dormmate left (he just smoked, didn't take shrooms). Not 5 minutes after the other dude left to go drive, my dad calls, and for some reason I was like "dude, I gotta pick up now while I still have an ounce of sanity so he doesn't freak out and come up here while I'm tripping". That line of thought obviously made no sense, but in the moment I was convinced of it.

Went back to my room, picked up the phone and put everything I had into sounding sober. Dad says "Hey man, I know you're probably busy getting ready for your first day of school tomorrow, but we got to get some stuff worked out with your school finances real quick, could you hop on your laptop and open the finance portal for me?"

Jesus Christ.

I do it, and start having to read him info and explain s*** to him while I'm coming up HARD, I can barely read the screen at this point, the text is floating up off my computer and up towards the ceiling and everything is swimming. All the while I feel this primal dread brewing up deep inside me. I somehow, by the grace of God, get through the call without him suspecting a thing, go back to my dormmates room and tell him the trip is getting way out of hand and I need to handle it by myself.

At this point, I'm probably just about an hour deep, you don't even hit the peak until 3ish hours in, and I'm already completely out of my mind. I go back into my room, lock the doors shut the blinds, and get under the covers, hoping I can just sleep it off (you can't).

Long story short, the next handful of hours consisted of full field of vision consuming hallucinations, soul-crushing dread, and the occasional window of pure euphoria. Sometimes, I thought I could hear my RAs and family outside my door cheering for me to make it through the trip. Multiple times I got up to peak through my blinds, and the time kept shifting back and forth. Sometimes it would be day, other times it would be night. I'd check my phone, then check my phone again what felt like 5 minutes later, and see that 2 hours had passed. Or sometimes, I'd check my phone after thinking it had been 4 hours, and only 5 minutes had passed. Also posted some schizo babble in tnght sxn at one point during the peak.

Eventually, I came down enough to be able to somewhat use my phone effectively, called my girlfriend, told her I was beyond tweaked out on shrooms and extremely anxious. She lived on the female side of the same dorms, so she came over super quickly. Once she showed up, I got out of bed and tried to open my front door. The only problem was that the doorknob kept melting through my fingers. I have no idea how long this was, but eventually I opened up my blinds and tried to mime to her that I couldn't open the door. She gave me an amused, but super loving and sympathetic smile that I'll never forget.

I eventually got the door open, and she laid there with me, rubbing my back and talking until I fully sobered up. I'm still with her all these years later.

needs space

0 ever since she blocked me on ig

"to focus on ourselves" yea ight

when was this

like a month+ ago

this fax? why?

wow i missed this lore

i texted her a pic of Margaret quality breaking up w jackoff

i didnt mention it much

bout to peak post

here it is
the peak post:

how are you feeling