Didn't get to see my mom (we have a tumultuous past) on christmas like i had thought I might since she was really sick from the flu. Friends I hung out with during the football game s*** on me for having to go on unemployment. SItting here laying in bed lost not understanding how my graduation class is 93% employed (in actual legit jobs) while i'm struggling. I feel like people don't respect me and i feel like disappearing when i'm alone. I'm tired of being a f*** up

s*** friend.

we here for u on ktt

Damn bruh. Sounds like a generally s***ty day, but all of that happening on a day of significance makes it feel that much worse. Keep your head up.

Only you can dig yourself out of a hole. Use your willpower

At least you graduated my g, I got suspended for selling a 8th lol. Life been s*** after that but hopefully things get better. They always do they say

Things will get better brother

The people you think got it all figured out didnt always have it like that and many of em unhappy despite the way it looks from the outside

Take it day by day, we alive still

There there

Sorry to hear that man, don't know you OP @DJEA92 but hope your day better tmrrw. Holidays can be hella hard obviously and it's f***ed that your friends acted like that.

Damn son that's wild. You can eventually get that charge wiped and turn s*** around though. Just gonna take time

Thanks brotha. Those moments when you wake up and can't fall back asleep because you're in your head are just tough

Good way of putting it thank you

Yup and i'm slowly building towards the right path but as everyone says it just takes time

Powerful song

I’m good on that part but I’m a guaranteed f*** up cause I found out right after that I been on the list since birth. They took my strap and stuff permanently but I can go back to university now

List since birth? And hey all you can do is use that s*** to motivate and improve yourself. Just focus on your goals and learn from this. I dropped out of school at 22, went back part time at 26, then full time from 27 until i graduated on my 29th birthday. But finding a real job after having assault on your record is tough

T up lil nigga get sum money

the world don’t pause for nobody, gotta keep it G and keep pushing

Oh no I got d*** charges lol. I’m clinically diagnosed with a genetic form of bpd. I’m super normal now that I’m older but I was pretty wild till around 23. There’s supposedly some list they put you on after you get in a lot of trouble so I can’t be around guns and s***. I have no problem getting jobs but college definitely would help me get something better. Currently working in healthcare kinda

Doing better than me evidently my dude haha. I bet there is a list, f*** that smh

I only got the job cause one of my folks on dialysis my g. you got a degree so the whole world is in front of you tbfh. Don’t stress it, and those dudes not really your people if they s*** on you while you’re down

Sorry to hear @op

God has a plan, it may be hard now and you may feel like this will never get better but I promise it can and will

Life gives you challenges to make the rewards that much sweeter

You will get through this and past this point of your life in due time.

S*** gets hard OP but never feel bad for yourself. Got to keep it pushing. It sounds crass but you truly cannot be a p**** if you wanna boss up

Let’s get it gang

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I know this is true but just needed a little encouragement. Everyone has been honest but helpful so glad I posted