you love your partner so much that you just know he's the only one in this lifetime.

but you cant do monogamy bc it's not in your nature, and you try to communicate that with your partner but he doesnt accept an open relationship.

so you definitely dont want to cheat, break up and cant do anything about this situation. a breakup would be the end of it all

If you actually valued your partner you would be willing to not f*** other people

Maybe start talking to a therapist

i think it's possible to love someone very strongly but still have interests in polygamy

Wdym u can’t do monogamy? Ur 46

he’s the ONLY ONE but you can’t do monogamy?

Well it sounds like your options are continue f***ing other people or control your sexual urges to stay with someone you claim to love

48 actually

why are you gay

You don’t really love them if you can see yourself with other people while with them