man im so sorry

im so f***ed up man like i swear id never end up like this and always saw people that did as weak i cant f***ing believe this man

Whats happening bro?

The city is f***ing with me today.
All the noise.
All the tourists
All the people with their head in their phone
I can’t deal with it today

I thnk its oveer

One of my best friends is getting married and I won’t be able to make the wedding. Feeling pretty terrible about it.

permanently massaging my skull with both hands

I took some Amino acid complete pills this weekend because I had been feeling so tired, maybe from working out to much.

They kinda f***ed me up.
After 2 days it felt kinda like antidepressants
Left me in weird place

Made some mistakes last night so now we're locking in and locking down. Can't do something like that in my current situation.

Aw hell nah woke up with the sore throat

4th time this year battling a cold

i wish my brain wasn’t wired the way it is

how do i stop escapism

Last job f***ed me up so much im still MIA

Through the power of swag

i feel like my nervous system is in constant overdrive

Screaming into the void during times of stress 10/10 highly recommend

need a forever escape

Was feeling more confident with the changes I’ve been trying to make to my appearance, then doubt started creeping in again and eroding all that s***. Maybe I just need to give it more time.

it’s okay to cry