it's crazy how thoughts of suicide jus pop out like boo you thought huh?
idt I'll ever be like I was before my brain damage

I think I’m going crazy

have any of your brain damage symptoms went away yet? maybe the ones you’re feeling now will fade away just like the earlier symptoms

its been 5yrs now so i think its all pretty stable unfortunately
ill just keep persisting
some days worse than other, we keep goin

if you guys have the means and time, learn transcendental meditation.

it's basically cured my lifelong depression and anxiety in a couple months of practice

It’s so odd how fast i can slip into a depression & then a week later it instantly gets lifted. F***ing scary

or practice taoism and/or buddhism

What's even the f***ing point

i'm going to have a therapist. i'm trying to get diagnosed with autism, adhd, and ocd because i think i have them even though my psychiatrist doesn't think so and thinks i have schizoaffective disorder bipolar-type only.

What makes you sure that you have it? Check a second opinion and try to see whether the diagnose is similar

i love music and anime too much. i want to learn about almost everything in the world. this is why i think i have autism. adhd because i get bored easily and i jump from one idea to another a lot. ocd because i do repetitive behaviors. i think i have all of those as well as maybe bipolar disorder or schizoaffective disorder bipolar-type.

Anxiety been on high lately

both my classmates and co-workers think i got ADHD

i am a spaz who is constantly forgetting s***, never organized, f***ing up important details, struggling to maintain focus on individual tasks

at least im entertaining

Maybe my problem is that I simply do not believe in anything.

the afrika bambaata s*** resurfacing over his death ( ) brought back my nightmares and obsessive thoughts

To create

I will find a cure to ocd!

my kid passed away 2 weeks ago and I'm struggling to make it through the day. He was born prematurely, so his organs never caught up to the growth of the rest of his body. He had intestinal issues so he never got a chance to drink milk or formula or whatever and was fed through his IV. He had to be on a ventilator all the time because his lungs were so bad which caused his face/ eyes to swell shut for weeks at a time. Even with all his health problems he was a good natured kid who just loved to be held while he napped.

I always talked to him about all the stuff we would do together and all the places I would take him once he got out of the hospital, but he never ended up leaving that place.

Idk if ktt is the place for this but idc about much right now and the world doesn't make much sense at the moment.

I love and miss you so much Luigi 💔

Probably best to not use the word spaz when talking about disabilities, let alone at all

That’s terrible im sorry to hear

Did my googles didn't even know this was offensive outside of America my b

Deteriorating