Explain your view
oh its way too much to write tn. but i just had a lot of psych experiences, had a psychosis and all these things were like experiencing a different world you cant see or enter normally. and its as real as real life.
theres just no way what we perceive with our narrow senses and technology is the limit of whats in the universe or reality.
90% of all matter in dark matter or energy. we dont know what 90% of anything is
That's very nice but it's not in my personality to like look for help if im currently going through something
understandable. those types of experiences can be scary so just know there are people here for you if you ever change your stance on that
I may be projecting some of my own issues onto your descriptions of yours, but some of this sounds very OCD-esque, which can be comorbid with other (often paranoid or delusional) mental disorders
if that resonates with you, it's worth looking into it. Not in a corny corporate "just reach out if you're ever like a danger to yourself :(" way, but in a "they actually make very effective medication and/or specialized therapy for this" way
This is what my brother was telling me lol
Our mom had long periods of time suffering from severe OCD symptoms
I usually try not to overthink things like that though
when you study quantum theory a bit reality gets very strange
when you study quantum theory a bit reality gets very strange
yeah everything breaks down when its very big or very small
and then s*** like this comes out and reality gets even more curious
Not really related but when I was coming down the hall to my dorm one day and there was this dude like 5 feet from my door with a bloody fist and arm, like pouring blood, who was clearly coked out of his mind
I was like "dude, what happened, u alright?" and he starts speedrunning me through his story
"yeah man so pretty much me and my boys was smoking and set the fire alarm off and we tried to get it to stop but we couldn't so pretty much I just punched the s*** out of it until it shut up and pretty soon the cops showed up and yeah man i'm definitely about to get expelled"
I was thinking "Cops?" until I stepped like a foot forward and saw cops standing not 5 feet away from us, (hallway in front of my door is a t-shaped intersection of hallways) in front of his open dorm with blood and glass and garbage everywhere
Christ lmao
That sober morning gonna hit like a freight train
Why is so much invested into life if there is more after death
and then s*** like this comes out and reality gets even more curious
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2014/01/140116085105.htm
I have a microtubule in my pants lol
I have a microtubule in my pants lol
I've heard it can go very badly if people like that experiment with psychedelics
And I'm not like diagnosed with anything. I've decided I just have little rough patches/no real mental illness like that. I've also never like spoken to a professional about it though
Yeah that can be true in a lot of cases
Not encouraging you to try shrooms, because I'm no expert and it's better safe than sorry, but if it's ever something that interested you, I'd take tune's advice and start super low to see how you react to a little bit, wait for your tolerance to drop (2 weeks is rule of thumb I think), try just a little more, and go until you feel comfortable
But reiterating, better safe than sorry. Worst thing you can do is go into a psychedelic experience when you're super nervous or not ready
Go to bed
Go to bed
Shut up mom
Not really related but when I was coming down the hall to my dorm one day and there was this dude like 5 feet from my door with a bloody fist and arm, like pouring blood, who was clearly coked out of his mind
I was like "dude, what happened, u alright?" and he starts speedrunning me through his story
"yeah man so pretty much me and my boys was smoking and set the fire alarm off and we tried to get it to stop but we couldn't so pretty much I just punched the s*** out of it until it shut up and pretty soon the cops showed up and yeah man i'm definitely about to get expelled"
I was thinking "Cops?" until I stepped like a foot forward and saw cops standing not 5 feet away from us, (hallway in front of my door is a t-shaped intersection of hallways) in front of his open dorm with blood and glass and garbage everywhere
he accidentally hit the fire alarm and then punched it to get it to stop is insanely retarded
I came across something spooky
Yeah that can be true in a lot of cases
Not encouraging you to try shrooms, because I'm no expert and it's better safe than sorry, but if it's ever something that interested you, I'd take tune's advice and start super low to see how you react to a little bit, wait for your tolerance to drop (2 weeks is rule of thumb I think), try just a little more, and go until you feel comfortable
But reiterating, better safe than sorry. Worst thing you can do is go into a psychedelic experience when you're super nervous or not ready
I'm not very interested in the mushroom stuff
Christ lmao
That sober morning gonna hit like a freight train
Well it was like 4 years ago so it probably hit around then
I came across something spooky
The Mushroom Shaman?
Not my views
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8tsVk9b/same not mine either
I came across something spooky
I’ve never heard his voice
“Did consciousness evolve from complex computations among brain neurons, as most scientists assert? Or has consciousness, in some sense, been here all along, as spiritual approaches maintain?” ask Hameroff and Penrose. “This opens a potential Pandora’s Box, but our theory accommodates both these views, suggesting consciousness derives from quantum vibrations in microtubules, protein polymers inside brain neurons, which both govern neuronal and synaptic function, and connect brain processes to self-organizing processes in the fine scale, ‘proto-conscious’ quantum structure of reality.”
Well it was like 4 years ago so it probably hit around then
Yeah whatever piss right the f*** off dude
I'm not very interested in the mushroom stuff

Yeah that can be true in a lot of cases
Not encouraging you to try shrooms, because I'm no expert and it's better safe than sorry, but if it's ever something that interested you, I'd take tune's advice and start super low to see how you react to a little bit, wait for your tolerance to drop (2 weeks is rule of thumb I think), try just a little more, and go until you feel comfortable
But reiterating, better safe than sorry. Worst thing you can do is go into a psychedelic experience when you're super nervous or not ready
yup!
Go to bed
finishing my pasta and protein shake then i am mom!!